It’s not normal,
How could it be?
To think of death,
As the only way to be free.

I’m so trapped,
This life is closing down,
The walls fall around me,
As im deafened by the sound,
The sound that punches,
From inside my chest,
Suddenly,
The pain has found a voice,
A sound that could deafen,
The entire planet,
It screams of all the times,
I hurt so much,
Nothing could repair me,
It howls,
At the every tear that slowly destroyed me,
Corroded me.

How can no one see this!!
How can no one realise,
I’m really not dealing with this life,
My only consciousness,
Is brought about by a knife.

Please kill me,
Please make me someone new,
At least destroy the memories,
Of the nightmares ive been through.

I cant pretend much longer,
Things are not ok,
I cannot live,
There’s not much more of me to give,
So maybe its time,
I gave this life away.

I wish that I could be,
So much more than what I am,
I try to improve this tattered shell,
I just keep hoping that I can.

The hope is wearing thin now,
The dreams are long since gone,
I think that this is it now,
Quite simply,
I can’t go on.