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Crumbling all around
Tears fall slowly from the eyes of my soul
A bloodied moon whispers its haunting gaze
While shadows fill a mind so dark

Holding this sweet blade so close to my weeping heart
I pray to an unexistant god that i find
Comfort in steel so cold
Sitting here on the brink of no return
Savouring the moment, how good it would feel to know no pain

The novelty of life has worn off long ago
Please someone help me, for i am falling into the abyss
Craving like the air i breathe, that deep sadness i miss
I hate life, for i want out

Instead my tortured soul just sits and shouts
Release me now, take me from this earth
Contem

trust my lies.

I see dark. I see light.
I see everything in sight.
Fields of ice, drifting snow,
No one plays and keeps their soul.
Come to me. Trust my lies.
Believe my words and not your eyes.
I will twist, your poor soul.
Draining you's my final goal.

Take the gun. Spin the wheel.
Eventually to me you'll kneel.
I am bliss. I am pain.
I will bathe you in my reign.
Shards of glass. Splintered steel.
Far to late to see I'm real.
Gone to far. Slipping down.
You've broken through and now you'll drown.

Cry for help. Beg and plead.
Only I have what you need.
Try to run. Try to hide.
I'm the thorn that's in your side.
Road you choose. Bloo

Violated Trust.

Another time, another fight
Another time things won't be right
You brought back habits, so did I
I know I can't stop this time
Sixty five cuts are now new
And I know the pain it'll cause you
But your pain is nothing compared to mine
As we walk firmly on this broken line
My pain comes from you and all your lies
Your broken promises, the times I've cried
Anger is back and won't go away
And I kill myself again this day
Just to burry the pain a little further down
To make you believe we're on solid ground
I don't tell you the problems and you wonder why
I know all it'll lead to is another lie
You say your friends aren't more impor

Break The Habit.

Everybody makes a mistake sometimes
And I'll do anything to set it right
'Cause what we have, we'd be fools to let go
We can start over and save tomorrow
Rewrite the way the story ends
If you'll open your heart again
We could have a happy ending
If you give love a chance to win

I know that you were right and I was wrong
I hope not all your faith in me is gone
'Cause I believe our best is yet to come
And I would give you the moon and the sun
To make you feel the way I feel
And prove to you my love is real
I'll make it up to you, I swear
I'll show you just how much I care

Sometimes you've gotta leave the past behind
Let it go a

To HellI asked you once,
When you were going to Hell.
I think you misunderstood,
Because you began to scream.
I’m not implying you’re the only one with sin,
When we all fall short according to the dogma.
I was simply asking a question,
Because I want to come to.
I don’t want to go alone, even though I’m ready now,
When you want to go, please tell me.

I would happily go to Hell,
As long as you’re there too.

Just Gossip..

Did you see what she wrote?
Yeah, was that a suicide note?
It couldn't have been.
She can't, isn't that a sin?
But remember what she said?
Oh yeh, it must have slipped my head.
She dosen't believe in "god".
But still goes to church? What a fraud.
I think she hides it from her family.
How can they be so blind, can't they see?
She looks so sad and depressed.
And has had an extreme lack of rest.
I heard she slits her wrist.
i heard she has a hit list.
I hope we're not on it.
Don't worry it's just a pile of shit.
Yeah.. just a bunch of gossip.. thats it..

I can't go on.

It's not normal,
How could it be?
To think of death,
As the only way to be free.

I'm so trapped,
This life is closing down,
The walls fall around me,
As im deafened by the sound,
The sound that punches,
From inside my chest,
Suddenly,
The pain has found a voice,
A sound that could deafen,
The entire planet,
It screams of all the times,
I hurt so much,
Nothing could repair me,
It howls,
At the every tear that slowly destroyed me,
Corroded me.

How can no one see this!!
How can no one realise,
I'm really not dealing with this life,
My only consciousness,
Is brought about by a knife.

Please kill me,
Please make me someon

Wrapped in darkness.

Darkness is now my only friend,
Hidden from the world my only happiness,
I lay on a cold hard stone floor,
Languishing in own desolate prison,

Hatred burns through my veins,
Isolation burns diseased thoughts rage,
You held my heart in an iron grip,
Defiance a mistaken desire,
Love a pathetic feeling,

To think I fell for you head over heels,
Your deceiving smiles your lying tongue,
All a falsity behind a sinister mind,
How you came into my life full of desire,
Kindness leaking from every pore,
Oh how could I have been so blind?

But no I let you loose in my life,
Let you do whatever was on your mind,
Oh the nights left me weak

Whispers In a Chatroom Window.

Your eyes are the darkness,
Visage imagined,
Voice the song of the night.
I long to stand with you,
Holding your hands,
Feeling the passion ignite.
Eyes lost in each other,
Lips inches apart,
Anticipating embrace.
My heart feels your love,
My soul holds you tight,
My mind can see your face.
But my fingers are numb,
All sounds are hushed,
Colors have all gone gray.
What use are hands
And ears and eyes
When you are far away.
I cry out your name,
Call out in the dark,
Pray to the Gods above.
Beg for that moment
When we can know more
Than silent whispers of love.

Look In The Mirror.

Look in the mirror,
What do I see?
Distorted images,
Are haunting me.

Look in the mirror,
What do I view?
If I said I like what I see,
That would be untrue.

Look in the mirror,
What do I observe?
The unattractive thing looking back at me,
Is no more than I deserve.

Look in the mirror,
What do I perceive?
Feel like the ugly duckling,
And all I do is grieve.

Look in the mirror,
I can't take it anymore,
So I'll break the glass,
Watch the shards fall to the floor.

Look in the mirror,
No longer there,
Broken things, so hard to fix,
I am in repair.

Look in the mirror,
Can you tell I'm broken?
My love for you, killing me no

Dark AngelOnce I was an angel,
Living in the sky;
In a world of purity,
Where everything was white;

My robe was soft and flowing,
The fabric made of silk;
The garment was clean and radiant,
With a color white as milk;

My wings were large and majestic,
And angel's symbol and pride;
They shimmered with holy light.
And were something I would never hide;

I had a halo above my head,
That gave a golden hue;
It always glowed and shimmered,
Appearing as if it was new

Everything seemed to be perfect,
But that would never be so;
There were those among the angels,
That had other seeds to sow;

"Be wary of suspicious angels,"
My father said to

secret code.00. i write your name on the shower walls filled
with steam and send you letters through the public sink drains
and believe that every time you scratch your ear, it's code for you'rebeautiful so i
blink twice to say thanks,butyou'rebeautifuler.
i write poetry in henna paint on ripped notebook pages and place them in
library books about suicide and flowers and i find
something sort of beautiful about the idea that someone might read them and see the core of a stranger
or that someone might read them and think that agony is sometimes beautiful or that they could create instead of grow.

i hide secrets between piano keys and the ink of pr

how to move onFirst of all
throw away everything which made you smile
be it pictures of the two of you,
that stunning necklace he brought you
or even the top he said you looked good in
(if he can’t see you at your best
then of course no-one can)

secondly
buy yourself a box of tissues
but don’t use them
(because tears don’t count when they’re wiped away)

thirdly
break something important he liked
then remember that he’ll never find out
but feel good in knowing you’ve done it
(because he deserved to be broken
&

i n s a n i t y.sometimes nightmares are the dreams
         we secretly want to come true
one can get d i s t u r b e d by the sickly sweet sense
                                               of false reality
and everyone knows you can't dream a real dream
          if you're too busy to read the bedtime stories
it's so easy

Suicide Note

To my Mother and my Father,
Both of whom where never there.
Disowned me when I turned sixteen,
Abandoned without care.
And so for you I leave behind
A black world full of hate
For you to twist and torment in -
All for you is desolate.
To my Brother or my Sister,
Aunt, Uncle and Cousin too,
You simply just ignored me,
Said "There's nothing we can do".
You sat upon the sidelines,
And you all just stared on in;
Watched me spiral downward;
Get swallowed up in Sin.
To my 'friends', you User Bastards,
Who were there to bleed me dry!
I was there when I was needed,
When you were needed, you'd just fly!
To you I give my nothing,
'

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I lay there sobbing and shaking
Hopefully someone is waking
Do they hear me cry and scream?
Or do they think it's just a dream?
I need someone to hear
Cause this guy is to near
Then he climbed into bed
The fears were running through my head
As he got on top
I yelled at him to STOP
I tried to get away
He pinned me down and made me stay
As I felt him force it in
I knew there was no chance for me to win
As I felt the pain down there
I kneew from there he didn't care
He finished what he started
Our bodies then become departed
For I wished this was only a dream
Cause I had just reached the age of fourteen

Let me die..

nO Title..

I want you so badly,
I need you now more than ever.
Every step i take seems to be in the wrong direction.

Everything you thought i was, is breaking apart.
What i have become is losing us.
My heart turns to ice and my bloodthickens.

My heart longs for the thing that can never be.
Cant you see that your destroying me.
My heart is happy for u but it also longs for u.

I want to fade into the darkeness.
I want it all to go away.
What i have become is me.

I want you now.
I want you in the future.
I want you for all eternity.

I want you now.
To hold you close.
Till it all ends.

i love you.

My lips have never known your taste,
My hands have never touched your skin,
My eyes have never seen the passion,
that you have locked away within.

My mind has never understood,
My soul can not comprehend,
My heart can not bear
to be broken once again.

My thoughts betray me like before,
My actions are reckless at best,
My spirit refuses to be broken,
at the hands of love's true test.

Your face I long to behold,
Your words have set me free,
Your love is just the key I need,
to unlock the passion inside of me.

Your heart beats in time with mine,
Your thoughts I can control,
Your mind knows it has found its solace,
sheltered in

I can't love him..

she'd do anything to sparkle in his eye
she would suffer,she would fight,and compromise
shes been wishin on the stars that shine so bright
for answers to the questions that will haunt her tonight
she must rinse this all away
she cant hold him this way
she must rinse this all away
she can't love him this way
how shed be soothed,how shed be saved if he could see
she needs to be held in his arms to be free
but everything happens for reasons that she will never understand
til she knows the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man
and if she runs away she fears she wont be followed
what could be the worse than leaving

Just Gossip..

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Hell has a little girl

by ~unknownskank, Apr 10, 2004, 8:44:58 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

Hell has got a little girl,
They keep her on display,
They watch her comb her dolly's hair,
The demons watch her play.

Hell has got a little girl,
She's kept in her glass case,
They keep her from fiery hoardes,
Keep her from getting raped.

Hell has got a little girl,
They keep her locked away,
With teddies and blankies and snowglobes,
All kept there in her place.

Hell has got a little girl,
Don't ask me what for,
The only other thing i know for sure,
Is that Heaven's got a whore.