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About Me Member Emotional Poet unknownskankFemale/Australia Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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trust my lies.I see dark. I see light.  
I see everything in sight.  Fields of ice, drifting snow,  
No one plays and keeps their soul.  Come to me. Trust my lies.  
Believe my words and not your eyes.  I will twist, your poor soul.  Draining you’s my final goal.   
Take the gun. Spin the wheel.  Eventually to me you’ll kneel.  I am bliss. I am pain.  I will bathe you in my reign.  Shards of glass. Splintered steel.  Far to late to see I’m real.  Gone to far. Slipping down.  You’ve broken through and now you’ll drown.   
Cry for help. Beg and plead.  Only I have trust my lies.
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I can't go on.It’s not normal,  How could it be?  To think of death,  As the only way to be free.   
I’m so trapped,  This life is closing down,  The walls fall around me,  As im deafened by the sound,  The sound that punches,  From inside my chest,  Suddenly,  The pain has found a voice,  A sound that could deafen,  The entire planet,  It screams of all the times,  I hurt so much,  Nothing could repair me,  It howls,  At the every tear that slowly destroyed me,  Corroded me.   
How can no one see this!!  How can no one realise,  I’m real I can't go on.
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Look In The Mirror.Look in the mirror,  What do I see?  Distorted images,  Are haunting me.   
Look in the mirror,  What do I view?  If I said I like what I see,  That would be untrue.   
Look in the mirror,  What do I observe?  The unattractive thing looking back at me,  Is no more than I deserve.   
Look in the mirror,  What do I perceive?  Feel like the ugly duckling,  And all I do is grieve.   
Look in the mirror,  I can’t take it anymore,  So I’ll break the glass,  Watch the shards fall to the floor.   
Look in the mirror,  No l Look In The Mirror.
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Whispers In a Chatroom Window.Your eyes are the darkness,  
Visage imagined,  
Voice the song of the night.  
I long to stand with you,  
Holding your hands,  
Feeling the passion ignite.  
Eyes lost in each other,  
Lips inches apart,  
Anticipating embrace.  
My heart feels your love,  
My soul holds you tight,  
My mind can see your face.  
But my fingers are numb,  
All sounds are hushed,  
Colors have all gone gray.  
What use are hands  
And ears and eyes  
When you are far away.  
I cry out your name,  
Call out in the dark,  
Pray to the Gods above.  
Beg for t Whispers In a Chatroom Window.
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Wow.

Sun Feb 8, 2009, 6:34 AM
Reading all these messages and comments and, wow.

Just to let you know i'm not dead.

I also have a new account on dA.
You can find me there from now on.

[link]

I'm going to keep this account to remember my writings, and i'm also replying to EVERYBODY who's left messages (3,344!!!) to let you know I am still here. What you do with that, is up to you.

Ive also read some comments on my deviations, and I in no way endorse people committing suicide, or want people saying they love me because of what I've written.

It was 5 years ago and i've done a lot of growing up :)

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~HeartlessTeen Oct 23, 2009, 6:45:30 PM
your stuff is good.xx

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~asksabrina101 Jul 17, 2009, 10:11:51 AM
You've been tagged. Read the rules in my journal entry.

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What do I look like? The Wizard of Oz? You need a brain? You need a heart? Go ahead. Take mine. Take everything I have.

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~Notanartist84 May 27, 2009, 11:04:19 AM
I got scared reading those notes, if you want my honest opinion. I'm not suicidal anymore.

It's kinda cinvincing, though, because so many people post their suicides on the internet now.

If you are feeling that way, don't worry. So am I. If not, I envy you.
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~misunderstoodsoul1 May 12, 2009, 2:28:37 PM
dude, you are amazing!!!

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bow before me!!! for i am the jesus to all of the Jashin religion

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so i know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
-Skillet, The Last Night
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~helloashleeeee Feb 8, 2009, 6:17:38 AM
New account is here. (Also posted this on livingthenightmare on this account & my other account)
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~TwilightToMidnight Jan 1, 2009, 10:19:52 PM
Everyone. She did not die. I found a post of hers on her other account. She made a new account to say she didn't kill herself. She is still alive today. But for all of you who want to kill yourselves. Please don't. Talk to me, a close friend, adult, anyone you can trust. We will help you.

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Just because I'm smiling,
it doesn't mean I'm happy.
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People think I'm insane because I'm
dancing to music they can't hear.
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~unknownskank Feb 8, 2009, 6:32:20 AM
I found my password for this account again. Just to let you know, I am not dead, I'm still alive & I'm here. If your interested, I also have a new account in which I use frequently now; [link]

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take care,
with so much love, ashlea xox
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~Sw33tPandaZ Jan 15, 2009, 5:27:00 PM
What's her other account? Is she still writing?

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~TwilightToMidnight Jan 15, 2009, 8:06:20 PM
Um. I don't remember the name of her other account and no she is not writing anymore. She just wanted to tell people she is not dead.

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Just because I'm smiling,
it doesn't mean I'm happy.
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People think I'm insane because I'm
dancing to music they can't hear.
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~Sw33tPandaZ Jan 15, 2009, 5:28:11 PM
Nvm.

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